law of relationship

a long time ago, I had this relationship with, for me, the most beautiful person I've ever found. not just that, for me, she never had a flaw I couldn't accept. at the time, she was everything to me, I thought about her day night, I even remember her when I was with my family. I mean nobody can beat my family... but damn, she's the one...

but my insecurity screamed so loudly, it felt more than I felt love. a mistake that I can't even get it out till now. I mean she was perfect. smart, beautiful, kind, and understanding. she got everything a man could ask for. but this kind of feeling that eat a man where he feels as if he needs her then she needs him.

this kind of feeling is so complicated it brings the worst out of you. it'll eat you if you don't know how to control it. men always make this mistake. it sounds so cliche but its true as fuck. 

men always want to feel as if they can always provide. it's not a flaw, it's the law of relationship. men suppose to be needed to women than vise versa. so whenever my friends tell me that they felt that way, I'd understand and I always trynna help them not to feel that way.

so I broke up for that reason. it was a mistake I never thot I would regret it.

it sucks but damn it's true. 

see ya :')