well. thank god i have a dream.

I want a dream where I able to create.

I like football, but I don't like playing it.

I like being a barber, but I ain't got connections.

I like studying. but I still clueless about what's gonna happen.

so there is an issue I've to hold on to myself.  this issue I think happens on every Malaysian ive met. no wonder there s only of great people in our country. despite population I think we can go so far.

its dream.

when I was a kid I asl myself what I wanna be. well when we were kids, kita smua dreams of being someone who we know. police, a doctor,a firefighter. and when we do grow up. we start to simmer down our big ambition onto little ones. we start to find anything that give us sparks in our head and wanna do something about it. 

ive seen it. literally. 

my friend was stuck up no one but a smart dude for a skater. so one day he bought a laptop. a new one ofcourse. three weeks later he asked about any sites so apps yang boleh tengok movie. so I told this and that. 

ive been away from him coz ivve to go to college. a year later and I rarely saw him back then. dia datang baju kemas nad he just brought a bagpack with him. i asked and he said those are his equipments.

now he is a videographer.

yeah right, for a year. he transformed himself to become useful. i asked since when.. and he said since I gave him those sites and apps.